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    <title>notjusturaveragegirl's Journals on Buzznet</title>
    <description><![CDATA[Hello you can find out waht I look like and all by looking at my pics. I have a myspace, a vampirefreaks and this. I am in a band with my little brother and two of his friends. They are all like 11 and 12 lol. I am the lyricist and vocals. Now I guess I will just tell you random things about me.
~I write stories on quizilla.
~Ask me anything and I will answer truthfully.
~I am very emotional but not sensitive if that makes sense.
~I am not emo.
~I write lyrics, sing and dance
~I have a dog  but three dogs live in my house
~If you IM me on aim i will talk if you talk. My sn is dontbetojealous
~I made up that sn when i was like 10.
~I like to read
~I hate school.
~I obssess easily.
~Guys are my favorite.
~I post alot of bullitens on myspace]]></description>
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	      <title><![CDATA[06||Tonight, We Lie Awake||06]]></title>
	      <link>http://notjusturaveragegirl.buzznet.com/user/journal/2744581/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<FONT size=2>
<P>“Bye bye Alex, I’ll see you in an hour.” I smile giving him a quick kiss before hopping out of his car. I hurry to the front door of the apartment building unlocking the door and running to the stairs to my apartment. I sprint up the stairs and to my door unlocking it quick and running in. I hurry into the shower and then back out straighten my hair do my make up and throw on a random outfit that was laying on the floor in my bedroom. After that its only 4:30 which means I have 15 more minutes till Alex is supposed to be back. So I turn on the boob tube and watch Hannah Montana. </P>
<P>“Boo” </P>
<P>“AHHHHH” I shriek jumping a foot into the air and falling of the couch.</P>
<P>“Fuck Gabs. I’m sorry.” Alex says helping me up.</P>
<P>“How the fuck did you get in here?” </P>
<P>“You gave me a spare key.”</P>
<P>“No I mean without me noticing.” </P>
<P>“I’m sneaky.” </P>
<P>“Okay well don’t do that again.” I glare at him.</P>
<P>“I’m sorry.” He says giving me his sorry puppy eyes.</P>
<P>“You already told me that.” I say walking over to the closet by my door and grab my purse out of it and slip on Nike Dunks that match Alex’s and say Alex on them…. Yeah he obviously bought them for me but he has matching ones that say Gabby on them. They were his gift to me for our best friend day. I go to turn around and Alex is standing extremely close to me. </P>
<P>“Hey you ready to leave now?” He smirks putting his hands on my waist. </P>
<P>“That’d be a yes.” I smirk back then give him a quick peck on the lips and run out of the apartment, down the stairs, through the apartment building door and into his car. Yeah I literally ran into his car. “Oww” I shriek as he runs into me but a lot slower then when I ran into the car. </P>
<P>“You okay?” He asks stepping back a bit but keeping me sandwiched.</P>
<P>“Yeah.” I smile turning around. Our eyes lock then our lips meet in a mind blowing kiss. Alex is soo the best kisser in the world. After we get into the car and meet up with everyone else we drive to the mall. </P>
<P>“I want this dressy thing” Steph says jumping up and down holding onto the prettiest shirt/dress ever.</P>
<P>“I want one to.” I say looking through the rack she got it off.</P>
<P>“Then get one, but a different color.” I nod and grab an aqua blue version of the purple shirt/dress she is holding. After we had all filled our arms with clothes we walk to the checkout.</P>
<P>“Eww look at the entryway to the store.” Tasha whispers right as we all finish paying for our clothes. We look over and see what the cat dragged in. Hannah and Zack. I guess we looked to long cause they noticed us. Immediately Rians arms are around Hayls waist same with William and Steph, Tasha is standing in Jacks arms, And Alex is standing behind me, my back to his chest with his fingers looped through my belt loops. All the guys attempting to show Hannah that they are infact with someone else and not looking for a slut.</P>
<P>“Hey guys” Zack says.</P>
<P>“Hey.” I say making a face of pure disgust.</P>
<P>“Hey Alex, Rian, Jack, William” Hannah smiles completely ignoring Tasha, Steph, me and Hayls, the guys just give her a slight nod. “So what are you guys doing here?” She bats her eyes seductively.</P>
<P>“Well, they are shopping with us, obviously you’re to freaking dumb to notice that.” I say venomously.</P>
<P>“That’s rude Gabby and why do you care its not like you’re dating any of them or anything don’t need to get all jealous, what is it? You want Zack?” She smirks.</P>
<P>“Actually” Alex speaks up. “Gabby and I are dating.” He kisses my cheek.</P>
<P>“You could get so much better then her, like me for instance.” She smiles expecting Alex to agree.</P>
<P>“Hannah, you’re so far from being better then her, you’re a complete bitch” Alex says the last bit shocking us all.</P>
<P>“What, Zacky you don’t think that do you?” She says turning towards Zack and putting her hands on his chest.</P>
<P>“No, Hannah you’re not a bitch just expressive.” With that we all glare at Zack.</P>
<P>“You girls are just jealous, and boys you just wish you could get with me don’t be so bitter about it though.”</P>
<P>“Actually Hannah, you’re so easy even a cactus could get in between your legs. Lets go guys.” Steph says before we all walk out of the store.</P>
<P>“Dude that was totally high school drama.” Jack says skipping next to Tasha holding her hand.
<HR>
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<P>Sorry for my long absence in writing on here.</P></FONT>]]></description>
		  		  	<category>alex gaskarth</category>
		  		  	<category>all time low</category>
		  		  	<category>jack barakat</category>
		  		  	<category>rian dawson</category>
		  		  	<category>william beckett</category>
		  		  	<category>zack merrick</category>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>notjusturaveragegirl</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2008-07-25T21:16:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[I hate]]></title>
	      <link>http://notjusturaveragegirl.buzznet.com/user/journal/2622641/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[I'm such a fucking weak piece of shit. As none of you probably know 5 years ago on Febuary 18th my grandfather died from Leukemia not so long after he had been diagnosed. like only a month or two after he was diagnosed or atleast after i found out. It was right 3 days after I had got back from one of my cousins weddings, I'd been gone for three day. Anyways I was listening to random songs in my itunes and Cancer by My Chemical Romace came on. The reason I say I am so weak is because I've been listening to that song for the past hour on repeat crying the whole time so now my eyes are as red as my hair. Whenever I think of him or leukemia i cry I'm so pathetic.]]></description>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>notjusturaveragegirl</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2008-07-03T19:52:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[05||Tonight We, Lie Awake||05]]></title>
	      <link>http://notjusturaveragegirl.buzznet.com/user/journal/2585381/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<FONT size=2>
<P>“You guys are so mean. Please remind me why I am friends with you?” I ask.</P>
<P>“Well Gabby you are under Alex and both of you have just towels on so what else are we supposed to think?” Jack says laughing.</P>
<P>“Okay, I see your point but get out so we can get dressed.” They all walk out and Alex and I get dressed, I steal his Paramore t-shirt, All Time Low hoodie, and black skinny jeans that I have to roll up a foot. After we get dressed we walk out and go down the stairs meeting everyone else in the living room.</P>
<P>“So are we all hanging out today?” Rian asks sitting on the love seat with Hayls. </P>
<P>“Yeah I think that sounds fun.”</P>
<P>“I can’t” Zack says standing up, we all toss him whatever glances and he walks out.</P>
<P>“Where are we going though?” Steph asks completely ignoring him.</P>
<P>“Uhm, the mall I guess.” Rian suggests.</P>
<P>“No, the beach.” I smile and jump up and down like a 3 year old.</P>
<P>“I sing that song.” Alex smirks.</P>
<P>“Yes, dumb ass we all know that.” I laugh. After that we all get ready for the beach, I borrow one of Hayls turquoise and brown striped bikini and throw it on under my clothes then we all meet up in the living room and drive to the beach.</P>
<P>“Come in the water with us.” Rian begs as the guys have been doing for the past half hour that Hayls, Tasha, Steph and I have been laying under the sun. The guys had already been in the water, so their bodies were covered in drops of water making them all look super hot.</P>
<P>“Please” Alex puppy pouts to me getting down on his knees in front of my towel all the guys do the same but in front of their girls. </P>
<P>“No” Hayley, Natasha and I all say at the same time. We all look over at Steph since she didn’t say anything, we all see why she couldn‘t say anything.</P>
<P>“Steph?” I ask raising my sunglasses. William moves his lips from hers, she giggles.</P>
<P>“You know William we are supposed to be trying to get the girls in the water not fuck them on the beach.” Jack laughs.</P>
<P>“Jack you’re a tard” Tasha says to Jack, he pouts. “But I still love you” The guys beg us a bit more but give up and go back to the water but come back quite quick.</P>
<P>“Hey Hayls.” Rian smiles innocently.</P>
<P>“Stephy.” Will puts on the same smile as Rian.</P>
<P>“Gabsy.” Alex does the same smile but his is a bit more of a smirk. That’s when I realize they planned something. </P>
<P>“Tashybaby.” Jack says overdoing the innocentness. We all give the guys weird looks. </P>
<P>“One, Two, Three” They all say suddenly Alex picks me up and throws me over the shoulder as all the other guys lift their girls and do the same. </P>
<P>“Alex. Put. Me. The. Fuck. Down.” I say hitting his back after each word.</P>
<P>“Nope.” He says simply, continuing to run towards the water. As his feet hit the water he maneuvers me around so he is holding me bridal style. He continues walking deeper into the water and I cling tighter to his neck.</P>
<P>“You, put me in this water and I will castrate you.” I growl looking him directly in the eyes, after he stopped in water that is a little above waist deep.</P>
<P>“You wouldn’t castrate me.” He chuckles. </P>
<P>“And why do you think that?” I ask.</P>
<P>“Because you’re my girlfriend?” He asks hopefully.</P>
<P>“Well, if I didn’t maybe want to have kids in the future then I would castrate you, but I do so your safe.” I kiss his cheek. “Now bring me back to the land please.” </P>
<P>“Nope, Hold your breathe.” Alex smiles.</P>
<P>“You put me in this water and I won’t have sex with you for a year.”</P>
<P>“I’ll take that chance. Cause you wouldn’t last. So now hold your breathe.” He says. I do as he says and seconds later I am completely submerged in extremely cold water.</P>
<P>“Alex, you stupid bastard.” I say wiping the water from my eyes, now standing on the sandy ocean floor.</P>
<P>“I’m sorry Gabs.” He wraps his arms around my waist pulling me into his arms as I shiver.</P>
<P>“It’s cold.” I rub my arms trying to warm myself up though it is pointless. “I’m going back to the land.” I say and push out of Alex’s arms. </P>
<P>“Me too” Tasha says and everyone else including the guys decide to follow.</P>
<P>“I don’t want to stay at the beach any longer.” Jack says after we had been there for about an hour longer. </P>
<P>“Okay, then what do you want to do?” Rian asks.</P>
<P>“You!” Jack shrieks and jumps on Rian, then sits on him which makes us laugh.</P>
<P>“I want to go to the mall.” Steph says.</P>
<P>“Okay, lets do that then.” Will smiles and gives Steph a kiss. </P>
<P>“Ew PDA and I don’t want to leave my seat.” Jack says then moves his but around. “It’s comfy”</P>
<P>“Thanks Jack,” Rian laughs and rolls over pushing Jack off then stands up.</P>
<P>“Zack is a better seat then you, but no he has to go chasing that bitch around today.” Jack rolls his eyes. The bitch he mentioned is a girl that goes by Hannah. She caused some serious drama within the band starting with trying to steal Rian from Hayley, then Jack from Tasha and she tried to get with Alex. Her last target was Zack and Zack fell head over heels for her, so now everyone is mad at Zack for hanging out with her all the time after what she did.</P>
<P>“Yeah gah he is being so stupid why does he even like her. She almost ruined all of our friendship and you guys relationships.” I say. </P>
<P>“Yeah I know, is Zack going to be bringing her on tour next month?” Tasha asks.</P>
<P>“Uh I think he said he was going to try.” Rian says.</P>
<P>“Ew.” We all agree then we head back to the cars and decide that we’d all meet at Alex and Rians house in an hour. </P></FONT>]]></description>
		  		  	<category>alex gaskarth</category>
		  		  	<category>all time low</category>
		  		  	<category>gabby</category>
		  		  	<category>hayley</category>
		  		  	<category>jack barakat</category>
		  		  	<category>rian dawson</category>
		  		  	<category>steph</category>
		  		  	<category>tasha</category>
		  		  	<category>william beckett</category>
		  		  	<category>zack merrick</category>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>notjusturaveragegirl</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2008-06-26T21:58:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[04||Tonight, We Lie Awake||04]]></title>
	      <link>http://notjusturaveragegirl.buzznet.com/user/journal/2585151/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<FONT size=2>
<P>“Dude put some clothes on or something.” Zack says shielding his eyes.</P>
<P>“Talk to Gabby bout that she took my towel.” </P>
<P>“Gabby give him his towel back, that’s nasty. No offense Alex.” Zack says I walk back down the stairs and hand Alex his towel giving him a kiss on his cheek first. As his form of pay back he pulls the top of my tube top dress down, revealing my pretty blue bra. “Now that I don’t mind” Zack laughs staring at my chest. I pull the top of my dress up and Alex wraps his towel around his hips. </P>
<P>“Told you it would work.” Steph yells up the stairs bursting through the door with William. Everyone else runs down the stairs.</P>
<P>“I see it did work.” Natasha chuckles evilly.</P>
<P>“I got to eavesdrop on the 18 year old alcoholic and her bitch. It took you guys 185 hook ups before you started dating.” Zack laughs.</P>
<P>“I can take my towel off again.” Alex glares at Zack.</P>
<P>“No please don’t.”</P>
<P>“I remember&nbsp;4 years ago, Gabby you told me all about you twos first hook up.” Hayls laughs furthering Alex’s and my embarrassment.</P>
<P>“Did she do a 4 way call?” Rian asks. </P>
<P>“Yeah why?”</P>
<P>“Alex did the same thing. ‘Guys I fucked Gabby, neither of us are virgins’” Rian imitates Alex.</P>
<P>“You guys are mean.” I glare at them.</P>
<P>“Lets go up and make it 186.” Alex smirks.</P>
<P>“No. Go beat your meat if you need to, I’m going to take a shower.” I then toss a glare at Alex and storm up the stairs. I hate when people bring up the whole ‘Alex got my v-card and I got his’ thing, I’m just glad he has improved in bed since then. I hop into the shower, about half way through someone opens the door and steps into the bathroom.</P>
<P>“Your not mad at me are you?” Alex asks through the curtain.</P>
<P>“No why?” I say rinsing the soap off my body.</P>
<P>“You stomped up the stairs pretty pissed off .” He replies as I shut the water off.</P>
<P>“That’s because I was pissed, will you pass me my towel?” He hands me the towel through the bit of open curtain at the back of the shower sneaking a peak at me. I wrap the towel around me and step out at the front of the shower.</P>
<P>“I’m sorry.” He smiles stepping towards me wrapping an arm around my waist through the slit in my towel.</P>
<P>“Are you sorry enough that you’ll let me borrow some of your clothes?”</P>
<P>“You can borrow my clothes anytime but only if you agree to come on Warped with me.” He smirks moving his hand down my back, I step back.</P>
<P>“Hmm, I’m not sure. I mean why would I go on a tour with you, your gross.” I giggle, his smirk falls a bit. “You know I’m kidding silly.” I raise myself onto my tiptoes and kiss him before jumping back and rushing out the door, he chases me to his bedroom, I get to the bed, right before he catches up to me and falls on to the bed on top of me. “Okay you caught me now get up.” I giggle as he puckers his lips begging for a kiss. I give him a quick kiss then a bunch of footsteps coming rushing down the hall. </P>
<P>“Are you guys okay?” Steph asks out of breath as they all are from rushing up the stairs.</P>
<P>“Yeah I will be if he gets off me” I giggle.</P>
<P>“We thought you guys like killed each other or something.” Tasha laughs, Jack holding her close to his body.</P>
<P>“Yeah we heard pounding, giggling and shrieking… Then again it is you two so what else should we expect.” Jack laughs.</P>
<P>“The thing that worried us was there were no moans.” Hayley laughs as does everyone else.</P></FONT>]]></description>
		  		  	<category>alex gaskarth</category>
		  		  	<category>all time low</category>
		  		  	<category>gabrielle</category>
		  		  	<category>hayley</category>
		  		  	<category>jack barakat</category>
		  		  	<category>natasha</category>
		  		  	<category>rian dawson</category>
		  		  	<category>steph</category>
		  		  	<category>william beckett</category>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>notjusturaveragegirl</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2008-06-26T21:10:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[Guess the song!!]]></title>
	      <link>http://notjusturaveragegirl.buzznet.com/user/journal/2562571/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<P>Step 1: Put your music player on random. <BR><BR>Step 2: Post the first line (or so, some are hard) from the first 25 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing the song. <BR><BR>Step 3: Post and let everyone you know guess what song and artist the lines come from. <BR><BR>Step 4: Strike out the songs when someone<BR>guesses correctly (No lyric hunting! That is cheating!)<BR><BR>1. I have seen millions of faces</P>
<P><STRIKE>2. You're hiding something cause it's burning through your eyes</STRIKE></P>
<P>3. Heaven ablaze in our eyes</P>
<P>4. I hold your hand in mine</P>
<P>5. This fire works out more like gunshots</P>
<P>6. Whats up now?</P>
<P>7. Forget sounds good, forgive I'm not sure I could</P>
<P>8<STRIKE>.(I set) I set (my friends on fire)</STRIKE></P>
<P>9. It's so simple and complicated</P>
<P><STRIKE>10. This years love had better last</STRIKE></P>
<P>11. There you go you're always so right</P>
<P>12. The night is starting here we go</P>
<P><STRIKE>13. I think I'm drowning affixiated.</STRIKE></P>
<P>14. Feeling like this could only mean Im sinking</P>
<P>15. Holding my breath for a whole month</P>
<P>16.&nbsp; So whats your problem now?</P>
<P>17. Hanging over a few lines, but I'm bored</P>
<P>18<STRIKE>. Am I loud and Clear or am I breaking up.</STRIKE></P>
<P>19. If you wanted to you could just settle down</P>
<P><STRIKE>20. Bury me standing under your window with the cinder block in hand</STRIKE> </P>
<P><STRIKE>21. I'm like a rookie paramedic to a siren</STRIKE></P>
<P><STRIKE>22. Blackbird singing in the dead of night</STRIKE></P>
<P>23. Can we make this last forever?</P>
<P>24. In a show of hands, who has said these words before</P>
<P>25. Blinded I am but so are you</P>]]></description>
		  		  	<category>1:38 am</category>
		  		  	<category>boredom</category>
		  		  	<category>guess the song</category>
		  		  	<category>music</category>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>notjusturaveragegirl</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2008-06-22T22:03:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[03||Tonight, We Lie Awake||03]]></title>
	      <link>http://notjusturaveragegirl.buzznet.com/user/journal/2419761/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<FONT size=2>
<P>“Okay..” she says once we get up there waiting for me to talk.</P>
<P>“He was sober last night.” I say freaking out.</P>
<P>“Alex?” She asks, I nod. “Aren’t you guys always drunk though when you uh do it?”</P>
<P>“Yeah, Steph I don’t know what to do. Does he like me?” I mumble sitting down on the bed that is still warm from where Alex and I had laid less then 10 minutes ago.</P>
<P>“Well, tell him you like him, and he obviously likes you. They leave in like a week for Warped, and The Academy Is will be there which means I will be there, and Will told me that Jack and Rian are going to be asking Hayls and Tasha to go with them.”</P>
<P>“And if they say yes then I’ll be here all alone.” I mumble.</P>
<P>“yeah..” She says trailing off.</P>
<P>“I’ll talk to him about it later then.” I say standing up, we walk out and go down stairs. In the few minutes we had been up there most people had left and everyone else was in the kitchen getting breakfast or Advil for their killer hangovers.</P>
<P>“Hey.” Alex says to me and Steph as we enter the kitchen. We all eat breakfast then slowly the rest of the people leave till it is just the all time low guys, William and us 4 girls. We had all been talking for some time before Steph whispers into Tasha’s ear and slowly it spread around to each of my best friend except Alex and I. By the look on his face I’m sure he was wondering exactly what I was.</P>
<P>“Uh Jack and I are going to go get showers.” Tasha says standing up and pulling Jack with her.</P>
<P>“Me and Hayley are going to go play each others drums.” Rian chuckles giving Hayley a kiss then picking her up and running out of the room. I so know now what Steph had whispered and I know exactly what is going to happen.</P>
<P>“Well Will and I should get going we’re going to go shopping with Sisky.” Steph says. Her and Will make their way to the door.</P>
<P>“So Zack what is your clever excuse to leave so Alex and I are left alone?” I ask.</P>
<P>“I’m going to go search some hot porn and jerk to it.” He chuckles making both Alex and I laugh. “I’m just kidding I’ll probably go into the living room and eavesdrop on you guys.” He says then walks out.</P>
<P>“I had talked to Will about last night.” Alex confesses.</P>
<P>“And I talked to Steph.” I confess.</P><FONT size=2>
<P>“You know I stayed sober because I like you , I was kind of hoping you would have stayed sober too.” Alex blushes a bit looking down at the tiled floor.</P>
<P>“You know me and alcohol.” I say laughing lightly changing the kind of awkward subject. “The 18 year old alcoholic.”</P>
<P>“You’re not an alcoholic.” He says standing up and walking over to me standing beside me. “Do we have mutual feelings or is this just a crush?” He asks nervously looking down at me our lips only inches apart.</P>
<P>“I think it’s mutual.” I whisper as our lips move closer. Quickly the few millimeters between our lips close and he kisses me with amazing passion, he trails kisses down my neck and then back to my lips then pulls away slowly.</P>
<P>“So are we like dating or something?” He asks his hands on my hips.</P>
<P>“I think so.”</P>
<P>“Good after 185 rendezvous I think we deserve to date.” He chuckles.</P>
<P>“Wow, you kept track too.” I giggle. He nods then kisses me again, which is when I decide to be mean. I bring my hands to the top of his towel tracing his sex lines up and down before quickly grabbing his towel off him and running out of the kitchen and up a few of the steps.</P>
<P>“Is that Alex’s towel.” Zack asks standing right next to the kitchen door I just flew through.</P>
<P>“Give me my towel back.” Alex says, answering Zacks question by walking out of the kitchen nude not even caring to cover his on its way to hard package.
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<P>good way to end the chapter?? sorta haha.</P></FONT></FONT>]]></description>
		  		  	<category>alex gaskarth</category>
		  		  	<category>all time low</category>
		  		  	<category>gabby</category>
		  		  	<category>hayley</category>
		  		  	<category>jack barakat</category>
		  		  	<category>natasha</category>
		  		  	<category>rian dawson</category>
		  		  	<category>steph</category>
		  		  	<category>the academy is...</category>
		  		  	<category>william beckett</category>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>notjusturaveragegirl</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2008-05-27T19:35:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[02||Tonight, We Lie Awake||02]]></title>
	      <link>http://notjusturaveragegirl.buzznet.com/user/journal/2413091/</link>
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<P>“Hey girls.” Jack laughs opening the door, he’s probably only on his first drink but he is already acting drunk, kind of his special talent.</P>
<P>“Gabby” Alex jumps out the door like a fucking frog pushing me down on the ground landing on top of me.</P>
<P>“Ouch Alex you dumb ass.” I giggle he gives me a big hug then helps me get up. </P>
<P>“I’m sorry.” He says then we notice everyone had gone into the party. “Ladies first.” Alex smiles letting me walk in first. I walk in the doorway and survey the party Steph and William are on the couch making out. Rian and Hayley are sitting on another couch talking and stealing kisses every once and a while, they are so the cutest couple ever. Natasha and Jack are no where to be seen so they are probably in the kitchen or in Jacks bedroom. There are so many people in the house, it‘s crazy. Alex leads me into the kitchen and pours us each an alcoholic concoction into a red plastic cup, my prediction was right about where Jack and Natasha were. An hour passes and so do 6 drinks till Alex is leading me up the stairs and into the spare bedroom that is Alex’s. It gets quite heated on Alex’s bed and the clothes come off. Laying in his bed after our fun he whispers “I’m not intoxicated”</P>
<P>The next morning I wake up wrapped in sheets and Alex’s arms. I slowly climb out of his bed naked as I have done exactly 184 times before, this being the 185, yeah I know I keep track and its weird but whatever. I think it may have become obvious to you, I do like him but I won’t admit it. I put my clothes back on and adjust my hair, then walk down stairs. There are so many people passed out everywhere Hayley is asleep in Rian’s arms in the same place they had been last night. Jacks probably in his room with Natasha and Steph is obviously at Williams. I walk into the kitchen and start brewing the coffee. I think back to last night wishing that I was one of those people who don’t remember anything that happens when they’re drunk but no I had to remember those words Alex said. “I’m not intoxicated.” Maybe he really was and was just being stupid.</P>
<P>“Hey” A voice I recognize so well, the man whose name is the one I was screaming last night says pulling me from my thoughts. </P>
<P>“Hey” I mumble turning my head looking at him, he has major sex hair and only a towel wrapped around his waist those fucking hot sex lines showing.</P>
<P>“I thought you had left, with what I told you last night. You do remember what I told you right?” Why did he have to bring that up?</P>
<P>“Uh yeah, you were sober.” I respond quietly. The doorbell rings during a short silence. “I’ll get that.” I say jumping up and running to the door avoiding all the sleeping bodies scattered in the living room.</P>
<P>“Hey.” Steph smiles as I open the door. William is standing behind her with a huge smile… I think I know what they did last night.</P>
<P>“Hey guys.” I close the door after they walk in.</P>
<P>“How was your night?” Steph giggles.</P>
<P>“My night was good, but uh Steph I need to talk to you later about stuff.” I say then they follow me into the kitchen where Alex is sitting in one of the chairs.</P>
<P>“I see why your night was good.” William laughs seeing Alex in a towel with his hair askew. Alex looks up and chuckles.</P>
<P>“Yeah last night was very good, and I see your back from your tour, were you here last night?” Alex says to William. </P>
<P>“Yeah actually I have a bit left of this tour then its Warped. I asked Steph to come with me, and she said yes so now I won’t be lonely on tour.” William chuckles kissing Stephs forehead.</P>
<P>“Oh my God Steph, you’re leaving me the summer?” I say my jaw on the floor and my eyes bulging out of my head.</P>
<P>“Um, yeah but I’ll be back like once a week.” She says knowing she is one of my best friends and that I suck at functioning without her. Yeah I’m extremely emotionally dependent on my seven best friends.</P>
<P>“Steph.” I whine. </P>
<P>“Gabby.” She mocks me back.</P>
<P>“Lets go talk now.” I grab her hand and pull her up to Alex’s room.</P></FONT>]]></description>
		  		  	<category>alex gaskarth</category>
		  		  	<category>all time low</category>
		  		  	<category>gabby</category>
		  		  	<category>hayley</category>
		  		  	<category>jack barakat</category>
		  		  	<category>natasha</category>
		  		  	<category>rian dawson</category>
		  		  	<category>steph</category>
		  		  	<category>the academy is...</category>
		  		  	<category>william beckett</category>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>notjusturaveragegirl</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2008-05-26T11:24:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[01||Tonight, We Lie Awake||01]]></title>
	      <link>http://notjusturaveragegirl.buzznet.com/user/journal/2401331/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<FONT size=2>
<P><FONT color=#3333ff>This one is pretty much suckage, I suck at the beginning of stories it'll get better though</FONT></P>
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<P>“Yay Party” Hayley smiles pulling her blonde hair off to the side. We are all sitting around at Natasha’s house just hanging around before we get ready for her boyfriends party tonight.</P>
<P>“Calm down kid.” I laugh smiling which I hate doing because it squishes my green blue eyes and makes them look all ugly.</P>
<P>“You know you wanna go make out with Alex boy on the couch just as much as I want to bring Rian into Jacks room and.” Hayley starts to say but is interrupted.</P>
<P>“No offense Hayley but please lets keep the bedroom stories to ourselves.” Steph says laughing.</P>
<P>“Yeah Hayls. And no I do not want to go make out with Alex, we are only friends.”</P>
<P>“You have to admit once you get you and Alex intoxicated friends is an understatement for what you are with him.” Natasha says spinning around in the computer chair.</P>
<P>“Whatever, we should start getting ready though,” I sigh knowing I will lose the ‘you like him, he likes you’ war yet again. </P>
<P>“Fine but you know it’s true just as well as we do.” Steph says rolling her eyes. I just sigh again and stand up, we all go into Natasha’s bathroom with the huge mirror and start doing our hair, I straighten my mid length deep red hair, Hayley straightens her blonde hair then decides she wants to do it wavy. Steph straightens her bangs and waves the rest putting a clip in to hold her bangs off to the side. Natasha straightens her rich black hair and puts part of it up. We all put on a little make up, mostly just eyeliner but some mascara too.</P>
<P>“I need to borrow your pants.” Hayley says to me.</P>
<P>“You know my pants are made for girls with no asses whatsoever” I laugh but hand the jeans to her anyway.</P>
<P>“My ass isn’t big.” She says in defense taking the jeans.</P>
<P>“I didn’t say you have a big ass, just you have a nice ass and I well have no ass.”</P>
<P>“You need to get butt implants.” Natasha says laughing pulling her dress over her head.</P>
<P>“Ew that sounds weird. I want your dress though.” I laugh pulling on my less pretty plain short black dress. Natasha’s dress is mid length black with a green and white pattern.</P>
<P>“Your dress is pretty just more plain.” Steph says laying on the bed completely ready to leave. </P>
<P>“Very plain.” I say then decide to spice it up a bit by pulling it down so the lace from my bra can show and putting a bright blue belt around my waist.</P>
<P>“You slut.” Hayley laughs. “Tryin to show off your knockers&nbsp;for Alex?”</P>
<P>“No, guys stop with the Alex thing and anyways Steph, is William coming tonight?”</P>
<P>“Yeah, so I’m probably going to Williams apartment afterwards, Instead of just crashing in Jacks living room.” Steph says. We all finish getting ready and leave for the party.</P></FONT>]]></description>
		  		  	<category>alex gaskarth</category>
		  		  	<category>all time low</category>
		  		  	<category>gabby</category>
		  		  	<category>hayley</category>
		  		  	<category>jack barakat</category>
		  		  	<category>natasha</category>
		  		  	<category>rian dawson</category>
		  		  	<category>steph</category>
		  		  	<category>the academy is...</category>
		  		  	<category>william beckett</category>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>notjusturaveragegirl</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2008-05-23T15:34:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[Soo finally]]></title>
	      <link>http://notjusturaveragegirl.buzznet.com/user/journal/2397611/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<P>I am finally going to be starting that new story I promised everyone 2 months ago haha. Yeah so I am going to have everyone sign up again. the bands for guys are All Time Low, and The Academy Is... </P>
<P>just fill this out</P>
<P>Name-</P>
<P>Physical description-</P>
<P>Personality-</P>
<P>The guy you want in the story (give two guys names)-</P>
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		  		  	<category>all time low</category>
		  		  	<category>character sign ups</category>
		  		  	<category>new story</category>
		  		  	<category>the academy is...</category>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>notjusturaveragegirl</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2008-05-22T19:16:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[Things aren't going well]]></title>
	      <link>http://notjusturaveragegirl.buzznet.com/user/journal/1963941/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[This story that I am gonna write isnt going to be around for a long while. I'm going through a lot of shit with "friends" right now so uhhh yeah........ It'll be a while.]]></description>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>notjusturaveragegirl</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2008-03-09T12:12:00Z</dc:date>
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